Hi, I'm new, my family's actually a part of the Gulen movement, but I don't attend events or believe in their cemaat despite living with my mother, who is Gulenist, and my brother, who sees "elder brothers". My question is, am I welcome here? I used to be Gulenist until I was around 13, (I had disabilities and so they threw me out of all youth activities) but had some beliefs until age 18. I am 19 now. My parents are divorced, and my father deserted me for being lazy in school. My abla (older sister, literally, biologically), is not even muslim i believe and is married to an american. Am I still welcome here?

Also, is there extra reward for reading quran on laylat ul raghaib, and if so, by how much? I read in one chapter of risale that reading yasin counts as 3 times the quran, and other chapters had a large fraction, and on laylat ul qadr, 1 letter of surat al ikhlas, for example, counts as 30,000 good deeds. what is the number on this day. where i live it is still night.